"No matter what we do, how clean we live our lives, we're not going to survive this" - Kurt Cobain

now still then

Shadows of the sky creeping in, bleeding through

The cracks of the city, steady there without a care.         

We all budge in diverse directions

 Though we wind up in the same destination.

The sun can’t bear to witness our revolving

As we’ll never change in this process of evolving.

Cave men we were, and cave man we’re now,

Still oblivious to the wonders of nature’s limitless bounds.

Moons light not sufficient to illuminate our night sky,

 So we’ll burn up natures ground just to see a mute sound.

We hit fast forward to cure our curiosity

But to pause is to prevent and cure our downfall.

To what we want later alters throughout reality

As were exposed to life, stripped bare and clothed by the majority.

The beauty we call in our world, is not beauty classified by a God,

But not only by a man in a suit, but by a man who society has bought

Selling this, buying that, were a drug to our kind,

You must feed from us to be able to find

A place in this community, a place on this earth

A place to feel accepted but not loved but to feel earned.

So cover your face with powder and dirt

For were living a contest throughout this existence

But the winner turns out never complacent

Just gasping for more and finding no comfort

- 4.11.2010

Don't change for the world. Change the world

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6 | d

And may tonight be the upright moment for this head to implode

Upon itself, the rest due to you all, 

Forever changing & seeking to be born

Always dull, forever dead and easily forgotten.

Passing among an identical thought, manipulated to something you’re not

Darling I hope you’d never change.

So with such an insane plea

Reality catches on this mind, 

Eyes widen to find you’ve become the same.  

earth/dearth

Not like a Nirvana nor an Eden

Nor paradise nor heaven,

For this bliss is non existent

Now alive but a delusion

For this hell is a hell

and I'll soon farewell 

This rock that spins & bores me to death.